fieryallie

 Unrequited Love "I've been dying to know," she whispers timidly, "What went through your mind, that one day, back then, before all this mess started, when I said that one thing, about--," "When you said that you loved me?" he speaks as though her pain is nonexistent, or not gaping at best, How can you say it so casually? "Yeah-- yeah that little incident," she laughs nervously, thanking God that he doesn't see the tears sparkling down her cheeks, Just the day when you broke my heart is all. He chuckles lightly, the most beautiful sound she's ever heard, "I felt kind of bad for y--," "Why?" her heart speeds up, the blood rushes to he

And now Im second. You’ll read her messages first. Answer the phone when she calls and tell me you’ll call me back. She’ll always be in your name, in your pictures, on your mind. And I’ll just be number 2. But whats going to happen when she leaves you? I’ll be right there. In that second spot, where you left me. And I’ll have to stop whatever Im doing to make you feel better. You’ll get mad and hang up if I act a bit happy. But you can risk that, cant you? You can push me around. Cause I’ll stay. We both know it. Whatever happens I still love you. Even when Im number 2.

You know that little feeling When you talk to someone you love? Do you also know that feeling When they talk to you about someone they love But it's not you? That little feeling bugs me constantly When I talk to a good friend. I love him with all of my heart And yet he likes some tart. I want him to be happy, But happy with me. You know that little feeling That nags at the back of your mind When someone's prettier than you Or has something nicer than you Or loves someone other than you? It's called jealousy And I have it all the time

This morning I thought to say I love you But I knew just what you'd do You'll turn your back and walk away Just like you always do This morning I thought to say you're beautiful - Shiny hair like exquisite lace But you'll just turn your head and laugh away Mockery twisting your pretty face This morning I thought to say how seeing you Is a pleasure to my eyes And how I could never think of living my life Without you by my side But when I think of you telling me That we could never be more than friends, I close my eyes and seal my lips, Knowing that I should just be content Day after day, night after night I fight a valiant f